movied to..

my new site....the SECRET!!

becuase there people can comment even when they don't have an account..

there has been a few bad break up around me lately..and it got me thinking...

there are many reasons for people's break ups, but i think it's the external reasons which seems to put the most strain on the relationship. it's the bad days that people endure, thus manifesting a bad or rude behaviour to their partners. I think things are as simple as stress.

Considering such volitility of the situation I wonder whether is it worth it to put your time and effort into a relationsship that will soon or in near future will inevitably be shattered or broken, not necessarily because of your fault or your partners but just by the world around you. relationships are unstable...they continue to move around, change, deform and finally end in a bent state that is totally irreversable and thus it ends.

I wonder whether people put them selves in such position just becuase of the pure taste of it? Perhaps this logically applies to the "first-timers" but wht about all the others?? What are they trying to gain out of it? is everyone to blindly believe that there is just someone? I believe in the construction of the self and the world around the individual. It is all up to you.

recently i've been thinking back often to my high school days......i don't know why....

It was fun...and the answer to the physics question "What is at the end of a blackhole?" would always be our high school.... , but i always try to reflect what myself and even my friends were like then and compare to the contemporary situation... To my surprise a lot has changed..sometimes i really don't know whether to welcome it with open arms, or be upset about what we no longer have. People say change is a good thing...it's a progression, i'm not a strict believer of that. I keep some of my faith in tradition.

Whether to laugh of cry about my current situation i don't know...but what i know is that i would one day look back at this dilemma when i'm 60 and think how dumb(?) or perhaps how much time i had to waste?....LOL 

today in studio my lecturer said something really interesting, prehaps inspiring....."don't let the photographs fool you, travel and experience it for yourself"I strongly believe that sensual experience can never be compared to a sight of a secondary material. <this is my reasoning for going overseas now..>

nationalism is another for of segregation and it is also the root of racism, racial superiority, social darwinism,...and what have you...

Im not saying that we should dispose of our uniquness, but what i'm saying is that humans hold on to SOME of their values as if it was armageddon without them....i mean.....get over it..

Another attack on channel ten.......get rid of big brother......what is this? an experiement or something.....although the people in the house seem to have IQ levels of a guinea pig. And people who watch them is just as mindless.....well except you linda..u watch it as a critique.

chet baker rules...

out.

no more pain~~~~